an old friend admitted to having a crush on me for quite a few years
and it made me start thinking that if somebody as amazing as him has a crush on me then i'm sure there are others out there and i'm starting to realize nick isn't the only person that would want to be with me
after hearing that news i was talking to this boy i had a crush on a few years ago and he kept hugging me etc and when i was leaving he asked me for my number
so i think i'm starting to get out there
i've tried over and over to be with nick and he isn't having it
so i might as well try to move on
we'll see how it goes..